The
bent lamp contemplates fire, its light
is louder than emergency.
What in the
world, in this house,
can
make him his father. Are coffee stains
on
a V-neck tee-shirt equated with perseverance?
Is
the sharp fetor of Skoal lingering in the toolshed
instilling in him a work ethic, or
instructing him
how to use slip
knots to secure plywood
to the roof of a
foreign car?
There
were days when he would swear
avocados and black olives would
strengthen skin,
deepen the simian
creases
in
his palms. There is a generational pride
in
rough hands, even for the son
who
dreads the shovel and the word
chassis scares him to
death: Son,
what the hell are you
doing in there? Writing
a
poem, cursing
that
red wheel barrow,
shit
depends on it. Right now
so
much more depends
on
how the son
answers
the father,
even as an electric heat
fills
the room.

